the stories that I dreamt…

June 4th, 2008

Three short stories I dreamt of writing last night
And when I woke I was still in the midst of finishing the third
Stories which told of truths and memories all jumbled in warped twists and turns
Stories that are more twisted than the smoke and mirrors crafted by neil gaimen

But then I thought there are so many stories to tell
of friends and loved ones around me
Is there a need really to create any more fiction in this world???

Kim leaving for down under to marry the karmic healer boyfriend
Come to mambo and boogie one last before we turn thirty
I am happy that he has found love and will forever admire him for staying true to himself.

Changes to come with a switch of job, huge changes I fear,
disclipine I think, is all I need and something which I obviously lack
Unless there is a bigger consequence at hand

How easy it is for the modern man, to change their lives, their companions and their geography
How much the modern man is governed by the location of work,
It just suddenly struck me as such.

But yet there is fear, fear of the unknown and the worse off
For there is nothing worse than mistaking the current bed of roses for thorns
And embarking on the road that can never lead you back.

I wrote this down as a start to my trilogy of award winning short stories
And uncannily it has shifted by itself into
A medley of sentences all grouped in threes

LOVE this….totally love it. can’t agree more.and a good reminder once in a while

June 4th, 2008

Everybody’s Free to Wear Sunscreen (Baz Lurman)??

Ladies and gentlemen of the class of ‘99:??Wear sunscreen.??If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.??

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they’ve faded. But trust me in 20 years, you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.??Don’t worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra problem by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday.??

Do one thing everyday that scares you.??Sing.??Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts. Don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours.??Floss.??Don’t waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind. The race is long and, in the end, it’s only with yourself.??

Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.??Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements.??Stretch.??Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t.??

Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You’ll miss them when they’re gone.??Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t. Maybe you’ll have children, maybe you won’t. Maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll do the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either. Your choices are half chance. So are everybody else’s.??

Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don’t be afraid of it or what other people think of it. It’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever own.??Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your own living room. Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.??Do not read beauty magazines they will only make you feel ugly.??

Get to know your parents. You never know when they’ll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings. They’re the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.??Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on.

Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.??Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. ?Travel.??

Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will philander. You, too, will get old. And when you do, you’ll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.??Respect your elders.??

Don’t expect anyone to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you’ll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out.??Don’t mess too much with your hair or by the time you’re 40, it will look 85.??

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than its worth.??But trust me on the sunscreen.

Rule of thumb for Interval runs

June 4th, 2008

Run like you have never ran before in your life
Run like you will never ever run again in your life
Run till your lungs gasp, your bowels give way, your sides split and your heart drums….
That is the first interval training for you. First in 3 years. 

We were made in heaven my friends…

June 2nd, 2008

I have SIX freakin birthdays this month
and they are all my best frens…
all SIX of them…
sucking me so dry….

So the rest of you geminis out there, if you haven’t already met me, this is the time to come say hi.

Cos what better testimony to this perfect match than a real life affirmation to the six matches made in heaven
I am convinced….

Sagittarius and Geminis

Stairs Wander

May 19th, 2008

What wanders through the head in about 120min, 240 steps, 30 storeys, with 17kg???

Aloe vera plants - How huge they can grow

Blankets and laundry  - how can one dry the laundry at the stairwell and then place it intimately onto their beds

Work - Reports to submit, how to increase my sales

Rabbits - whaht happened to the rabbbits on 3rd floor

beer boys who said hi - amusing for the night

Hairdressing Cabinet - when was the day they opened for business

Dinner I can smell 

Smokers at the stairwell - Panting, I cannot get enough air

kids saying farewell at lift landings - so many babies and children

well dressed individual in the lift with me - how clean they are, I wonder if I smelldrinks

water - never tasted better

4 down - half more to go

15th floor - 1/2 down

20th floor - 10 more

time - need to get up by 8min

What is the time - Can I finish by 10pm

Ankle weights - hate them, need to wear the bigger ones, bummer they are leaking, I will not spend more money on these wretched things

thighs - can I fit into my pants again

Watch - bugger, I forgot to wear my stopwatch, gotta use my phone

hand phone strap breaks - SHIT, not the first time

Flyer - I can see and it is moving so slowly

Drippping sweat on the stairwell

tired - remember what its like in the mountains 

Gust of wind - much welcomed

Music - Too lazy to charge the shuffle

pantinglast set - 8th set, cannot wait to be done 

I decided I will blog down the thoughts fleeting by 

because how else will you know

These lonesome stairs training nights…. 

SWET goes cycling

April 9th, 2008

What do members of SWET do on a sunny Saturday afternoon? Besides the usual Bukit Timah weekend treks, SWET embarked on something very new last week. We went cycling with our friends round the eastern coastal park connectors.If you haven’t already learned about the new park connector, it is a 42-km network, built at a cost of $22 million, which links up the popular East Coast Park, Changi Beach Park and Pasir Ris Park, and other parks in the east, such as Bedok Reservoir Park.Jane and myself started from my house to Macs at ECP where we met Esther, PG, Yi Hui, Marzuki, Jaspal, Chu, Simon and Sze Wei. I must say that it was a really leisurely and enjoyable ride. (except for some who had to cycle on $6/hr bikes with gears which were virtually impossible to switch and seats which were too impossibly huge)The entire route was extremely scenic except for some parts where we had to go through the town centres and weave through the crowd. ( That really reminded me of the time we were cycling in Chengdu, China to get to the panda reserve after our ice climbing) Apart from that and a few minutes of getting lost around Expo area, the entire ride was extremely smooth. We even got to stop at Changi Village Hawker Centre for refreshments.Personally, I do not cycle around the roads in Singapore much. Namely because of the number of accidents pp keep warning me about. But this cycling trip has boosted my interest in using biking as a means of getting round the country instead of simply as a leisure activity.I read this line by Ted Turner in the papers recently about the inefficient use of resources: We have a 200 pound person driving a 4000 pound car to get a quarter pound hamburger.Isn’t it so true? Aren’t we guilty of wasting resources/energy just to make things easier for ourselves? So this cycling trip has in some way influenced me to bike, walk and take public transport more in a small bid to do a part for the environment.Now what’s next in our SWET leisure calender, you ask? That will have to be blading round the park connectors.Photos later….

ACTIVITIES

March 25th, 2008

Went blading at ECP today before my run… and I finally saw the park connector. I have heard so much about it but never got the chance and time to explore.  It got me thinking of all these exciting things to do. I am so going to organise a blading round the connectors….. I am hoping pp like YP, KAI, Rick, LW and Jensen will be interested. It would be such a workout. and if a marathon is completed in like 5 hours, blading 42km will simply take nno more than 5 hrs.And I am also itching to bring my bike out for a ride on the connector. One day when the sun’s not yet setting. And blading this evening made me realise how much I enjoy blading w my headphones by myself. It’s so good to have some time to yourself and enjoy the sea and open skies. An instant mood lifter. so much so that when I met my fren to run later, i was in this ‘the world is beautiful’ mode. Endorphins are just great. better when they’re released in such a scenic setting. and i am contemplating doing the aviva half ironman. the only thing holding me back is the cost. and i havent exactly done a tri. This contemplation just occured to me one day when I’m at work. I just hope I can pass the cut off times for each segment. More reason to bike and swim. to do it or not.  

What I learnt during the very enjoyable lunch today at Senso…

March 13th, 2008

Catatonic: characterized by a marked lack of movement, activity, or expressionSharks are massaged until they basically hypnotize them. It is only good for about 10 minutes, then the sharks start to come out of it. I have also seen it happen when sharks are flipped on their backs. Fish will do the same thing. They did it recently in an Australian aquarium so they could artificially inseminate a shark.It is called a catatonic state. ts like a paralysis..it’s done two differnt ways..Smaller sharks:get flipped upside down.Whereas bIgger sharks (Ex: tiger, great white, and some reef sharks)have what you’d call “sweet spots” where if you touch there nose LIGHTLY and rub it it totally freezes almost instantly and doesnt move at all. though there still dangerous cause they can easliy bite back as soon as you stop petting it.they found that sharks actually enjoy the “sweet spot” and will most the time come back to you for it. it acts almost cuddly..and they also found that most the time it was females. 

What have you been up to??

February 21st, 2008

Oh my….The last time I logged in was more than a month ago? It’s all these passwords and stuff. I got my comp reformatted by some stroke of genius and subsequently lost all my passwords…thus I couldn’t log into this blog.time has been wheezing past….I can hardly breathe…. I got tons of books to read. for which I still cannot find the time to curl leisurely on my beautiful couch to read…And it doesn’t help that the weather’s getting warmer so curling up in your couch is not as appealing…My new interest is in this game called GUITAR HERO….MAN!!!I really felt like a rock star when I was strumming school’s out, doing the starpower thing where you have to keep your guitar vertical.I only got to finish the song after getting booed off the stage several times….. and so I now have renewed respect for the guitarists…… and i wanna learn the guitar… always wanted to but somehow veered off track somewhere along the way.guitar-hero-blog.png And there’s the talk show to be aired on 9th march…with Eunice Olsen.Me and Esther with pro makeup….guess we just look like we have really good skin… PG looks the same though…..hahahas es-n-me-blog.png me-n-pg-blog.png

2008

January 14th, 2008

2008 is busier than ever… It’s 8 weeks to everest and there still seems to be so many issues to settle, so many trainings not completed, gear not bought, medicine to pack, food to sort, sponsorships to source etc…

And the stress must be getting to the entire team such that all of us who drive met with some sort of an accident these recent few weeks. Nobody got hurt though..thank god.. but yah accidents… Damn suay…Hope this means that something better is coming our way….

I winge about not having enough time when it gets busy like this. But I know that when I have all the time in the world, I actually feel rather empty and wish for something to rush around for. Ironic urban kid mentality.

Stretched as I am, I know that someday I will look back and be amazed that I actually bother to blog at 2.30am when I have to get to work at 8.30am the same day. I will look back and marvel at how I find the energy to work and play and train. And sometimes its times when you’re stretched like this that you realise how much more you are made of….

Although the lack of sleep must be the reason why I am looking much older than my sister who happens to be 5 years OLDER than me!!!! Sigh you can’t have everything go your way so i’ll slog for now while hoping that I can hibernate in Chengdu….

Just got reminded of how cold I would be there. It was freezing at this time last last year. goodness. Not quite prepared for the cold. Looking forward the the tofu restaurant KB promised me…heh